wow. i just watched grey's anatomy. it was soooooooo good. i know, i know, i say everything was so good. but it's cause i watch really good shows. grey's anatomy has got to be my all time favorite thought. omg. efffffffffffffff the mercy west people. piss me off. seriously, if they're staying this whole time, i dont know how long i can take this. seattle grace is NOT mercy west. ew. go away ugly annoying oompa loompas. and i hate hate hate this budget cut thing. first george dies. izzie gets cancer and meridith can't do anything for months! like seriously. why so much bad news? (OMG. i uploaded pictures and like everything i wrote disappeared from here on. i wrote alot too. let's try again) and this episode was worse! the chief fired izzie. casue of one mistake. i understand like one mistake can kill a life but people learn from mistakes. and it's the freaking mercy west people who are making things to hectic. they're so annoying! not only that! this ugly red head girl took george's cubby. izzie told her nicely that they seattle grace doctors leave that cubby empty for a reason. but the mercy west girl was like idgaf. WHAT THE HECK. OH HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLL NO. not george. what the hell. ugly oompla loompa piece of shiz. seriously, i was so mad. who does she think she is. omg piss me off. this episode, christina cried. christina doesn't cry. she doesn't show her emotions. her passion is cardio. she like the feeling, the rush of having a heart in her hand. but no... she hasn't had that in wayyyy too long. it feels as if she's breaking apart. i hate watching all this pain. christina's tired. she wants to give up. ): thank goodness for meridith for keeping everyone positive and controlled. she's like a mother these days. OMG did i mention izzie got fired? seriously, after cancer, all izzie wanted to do was go back to work. doctors are doctors because they love it. they love saving people, they love learning, they love using their skill. it's their passion. but, the chief cut her. i hate this budget cut thing. i hate hate hate it. first the pregnant girl gets cut and now IZZIE? really IZZIE!??? she can't... ); and chief made it seem like alex karev was the one who told him that izzie wasn't ready to handle work yet. seriously!? karev personally took the time to talk to the chief to tell him that he knows there are budget cuts but he can't, CAN NOT, fire izzie. this is all she has. surgery and healing is all she has. work is the only thing that's keeping her together. it's the only reason she forces herself to be stable. work is what motivates to to stay alive. it keeps her breathing, it keeps her alive. and they took that away from her. and there was this random human resources lady who was there to watch how he fires people. she was so annoying. she didn't even give chief a chance to explain. it's izzie. she's a main character. i seriously dont know what's going to happen now. and omfg. if these mercy west people are here to stay... oh shoot. i dont know how long i can take them. i dont like them. this episode ended with izzie leaving a note for alex. alex went to meridith and christina and told them that izzie left him. Oh! for those of you guys just tuning in, alex is izzie's husband. chief webber is freaking ruining relationships!!! but besides all the negativity, frustration, and pain, there was a great theme to this episode. it was about acceptance. so we all know that callie and arizona are lesbians. callie's dad came and tried to "pray off the gay". callie was furious! he flew three thousand miles to convince her to be straight. -.- arizona being the comforting understanding girl, convinced callie to talk about this with her father. callie did. unfortunately, her dad busted out bible quotes about how man and woman are to love each other. callie's family was hardcore catholics and callie had a strong hold on the bible as well. as her dad was quoting, she quoted Jesus. she told her dad " daddy, Jesus will be ashamed to see that you turned yourback on me. to leave someone who is different.." she had some powerful verses. she had a great rebuttal. and the speech arizona had about her dad and when she came out. dang. so heart warming. everytime i watch this show, i wanna be a doctor. but i donno. iwish i paid more attention in chem sophomore year. well, i guess if i really wanna go into premed i can. but... i guess i'm just scared. it's a hard field but again, nothing in life is easy. iono! i think deep down in my heart i would always wanna be a doctor. the healing of people seem so rewarding. i wanna do waht arizona does. she's a pediatric surgeon. the moment when you tell the child and his/her family that the surgery went well or even just a speck of good news, the room lights up. the joy you see that moment, i think all the work will be worth it at that moment. all the struggle and pain the doctors have to go through, i think that moment, the moment you see that patient's happiness, everything will be worth it. i wanna work with kids because they didn't even have a chance to experience life. i wanna be the one to help them to keep moving forward. i wanna be a healer. i donno. if i still wanna be a doctor in two years, i'll change my major. i just love the idea of helping people. i have these visions while i watch this show. LOLOL it makes me so happy. sigh... we'll see!! no one knows what the future has in hold for us! this show is so inspiring. Watch Grey's Anatomy Thursdays @ 9 on ABC <3
