Monday, November 30, 2009

formspring.me

back to the future or lion king? by kneehow

LION KING FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORSURE

ask away!

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do you love me????-ryan

LOLOLOL !! this was very secretive. but why yes, i do love you verry very much. HEEHEE. that's why you're my #1 (: <3

ask away!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

formspring.me

what is this?

This is just like a box where you ask questions and i'll answer the ones i want LOL it's just for fun LOL everyone on freaking tumblr has one so i just made one to see what all the fuss was about. ask random questions and see what comes up!

ask away!

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/xxj0anne

it's like this anonymous question box. ask me something and i'll answer (:

past midnight



TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY I WAS ALLOWED TO STAY OUT AFTER 12. let us celebrate. i never thought this day would come!! haha i'm all excited. but i didn't even do anything special. LOL so the entire day, i worked on personal statements and at like ten fifteen-ish my momma came home after hanging out with her friends LOL so cute. anyways. yea and i asked my mom if i can go out cause i worked hard all day. AND SHE SAID YES! HEEHEYAYYYAYYAYYYAYAY! what a beautiful day. and i finished my personal statements. i just need to revise it like HECK. which is gonna take a really long time ); gotta wake up early to work on it !! :D so at 10:30 ish, bryan picked up me and my BFF corliss and we went to tea station where ryan and robin were awkwardly waiting for us. LOL they told us that before we came, they were awkwardly trying to start small talk. LOLOL what the heck... they're bestfriends HAHHA then we played card games and hand games and stuff LOL FREAKING robin was like "whoever loses in big two has to give up their jacket" cause we were sitting outside in the cold. and HE FREAKING LOST haha and he had a tanktop on LOLOLOL F his life.LOLO he was like shaking while playing the next round Muahhaha! so funny. then we played this other game, where we realized corliss has super slow reactions LOL sorry bff! lOL and after we just talked about stuff LOL mannn i love these people (: (: (: ANYWAYYYSSSSSS YAYYY I STAYED OUT AFTER 12 (: so exciting. let this be a new beginning to the many adventure to come (;

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Lauren Conrad


she dresses really cute. she's my style icon. SOOOO CUTE <3

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

B2ST

B2ST, pronounced BEAST. you have to say the 2 in korean. HAHHA but DANG. this new group. there's is one SUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPER CUTE GUY. can i marry someone who looks like him <3 i love the whole full lips, bigs eyes but no double eyelid thing OMG. he's so cute <3333333 he's the first guy who sings. AT 1:22 HE WINKS AND IT"S THE CUTEST THING EVER OMG AHHHHHHHHHH <3 :D :D :D

wedding dress

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE KOREAN BOYS
DANG. look at him, how can you not!? i love the routine he does
shoot. i love this i love this i love this.
the songs good too. but it's so sad ): BUT STILL <333333333333333333333333

crawl back to love

i never stopped loving this guy <3 he's sooo effffing cute OMG!! i love my chrisbrown shirt. THANKS MO for getting it for me (: !! ! hate you so much for going to his concert AGAIN. and tina too.... so jealous ); 2:45 and on i just get so happy! iono why HEEHEE :D

i dont like how the girl shaved half her head...

Monday, November 23, 2009

replay

i just really like this cover

oh youtube

youtube is so useful LOL



it's decided. i need to marry a blackguy so i can have a super cute baby with a fro (;
HAHAHHAHA LOL jk kinda not really

Sunday, November 22, 2009

actions speak louder than words


as always, i learned something from the sermon today. actions speak louder than words. and this i believe, is definitely true. in a religious point of view, it's like this. Some people say they're Christians but dont do anything to back themselves up. Some people say they believe in God and love the Lord but dont do anything to show it. How can we call ourselves Christians when we dont have the heart to do God's work? when people say i want to be saved but i dont want to go to church, it doesn't make sense. i believe people can still be Christians when they dont go to church, BUT what i'm trying to say here is people should have enough heart to WANT to go to church. saying you're something and showing it is totally different. there are people who dont have to go around announcing that they're christians because people can just tell by the actions they show. i wish all of us were like this. at Jeriel's funeral, what the pastor told us was just so moving. I love how he was a son of God and had a such strong faith. So, the pastor was telling us a memory he had of jeriel. this one morning, jeriel was at church super early. the pastor was surprised to see him here so early, yet at the same time proud to see such a young teenager seeking the Lord. What was more surprising than seeing Jeriel at church so early was that Jeriel told the pastor he took the bus to get here early. obviously the first thought that came up in the pastor's mind was "why didn't you call me or ask your parents to drop you off?". Jeriel replied that he didnt' want to bother anyone. He just wanted to come to the House of the Lord. This happened after jeriel was diagnosed with cancer. if someone with such a serious disease took the time and effort to go to church, it shames me to see us, in perfect health and condition refusing to go to church because "we dont feel like it". it hurts me so much when my parents tell me i can't go to church cause i have to do homework or something -.- really? i'm not gonna be doing hw... just let me go to church. i hate it when they tell me not to go. it's not like they go with me, it's jsut me and my yaris. LOL it hurts me even more to see my little sister not attending. she never wants to go to church. i dont know what to do to help her... i try to ask her but you can't force someone to have faith or grow spiritually. it's something one must want for her/himself. it hurts me to see my friends who dont believe in salvation. it makes me so sad to see them doing things that are against God's will. i mean, everyone sins, i do things that i shouldn't be doing also, but the difference is knowing that it's wrong and asking for forgiveness. then, trying not to fall back into that same temptation. but, there's no need for sorrow now, cause i have hope. i dont know what or how i'm going to do it. i dont even know if i'm going to be the one to do it. but somehow, someone, somewhere will help all those who need to be reborn. i know it. (: OHH DANG this blog is so like.. deep HAHHAHA

so today, after church, the senior girls were supposed to go to Santa Monica to go biking! i was so excited!!! but... it was too cold ): so we went to watch a movie instead. we watched 'Precious'. seriously, this movie broke my heart. it's about this black girl who lives in the ghettoest of the ghettos and her life at home is like hell. her mom is like a lazy crazy beezy who hates her daughter cause her husband rapes her daughter. it's like.. so sad ): Precious is so strong. she has such a bright future ahead of her if she tries. the teacher was so pretty too ! and so nice and so OMG! so kind hearted. i liked the movie. (: ;lajd;klasj but it was so sad. okay LOL i said that already. LOL that's all for today! (:

& jeriel, you're already being missed. (i have alot i wanna write about him, but later. cause i wanna write when i have time so my words can express exactly what i want... iono if that makes sense but yea)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

mermaid underarms


so right now it's like four thirty in the morning... i really need to get over this senioritis thing. but again, i had it last year too! NOOO so bad! ); anyways. at least i'm awake now to do homework right? teeheehee and when i woke up i had like ten text messages that all needed immediate replies. sorry everyone! i just knocked out after work. mondays are always tiring. oh how i miss late mondays. but who doesn't right? moving on, on saturday, the Lee-Lims went to watch jonny and his musical. we were being loud and obnoxious supporters and kept cheering all loud when jonny came out LOL! oh WE WOULD!! then Mr. and Mrs. Lim treated ALL their like million guests to chinese food. SOOO good. not like fast food, panda express/happy wok chinese food, but the koreanized chinese food. SOO Good. i ate so much! so hard to breathe after heehee (: it was a good dayyyy. thennnn, on sunday i went to church, like usual. i'm so in love with going. i love bible study, i love praise, i love pastor yun's sermons! i love church! the senior girls have a new bible study teacher and i love herrr <3 i like how the senior girls are bonding too. last week, judy and jessica didn't come to church so it was just michelle, pola, adrianne, and i. we all sat together (: yay! i hope i can stop being lazy and start going to church on fridays too. yes, that was my weekend. WAIT NO!!! that was the good part. so after church when i got home, my dad made me and my sister clean the freaking garage. what kind of person makes his DAUGHTERS clean the nasty rat living garage -____________- i dont think he considers us as female figures. shoot, so annoying! then he we did laundry and washed the dishes and made him dinner. sound familiar? CINDERELLA MUCH?!!!?! yea whatevers. MOVING ON! yesterday i went to work annd once again, i have little stories to tell from that lOl MUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHahAHHA SO FUNNy. okay. the first grader, claudia, told me i had mermaid underarms. HAHAHHAHAHAHAH! LOLOLL so when i hug her cause i'm taller than her i guess she can see my armpits... and i shaved them and she was like you have pretty mermaid underarms. LLOL!! never heard that in my life! then she was like my mom has mustaches under her underarms. OMG!! LOl to the max. hahahahha so cute lOL i can't wait till i'm older and i have my own kids. imagine how much imma love and talk about them (: HEEHEE!!! looking forward to the future! but before all that, i need to go to college. which means i need to work on m personal statements. sigh. I CAN DO IT! we can all do it. tim lee told me he finished all his apps yesterday. SO JEALOUS! i will finish soon too! a;dlkja;lkdja;lkdaj i can do it! byebye

Monday, November 16, 2009

i need

to write continuously on blogspot.

Friday, November 13, 2009

i want...


- all the grey's anatomy seasons on dvd (minus season 1)

- a cute dreamcatcher for my car mirror

- a new camera/canon

- a disneyland deluxe pass

- toms

- 'tens things i hate about you' dvd

- 'the lion king' dvd

- up !!!

- high school musical 3 dvd

- to get into a college i want


I NEED TO FIND A JOB that give me lots and lots of hours!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

be inspired


grey's anatomy is my favorite show. seriously... i thought glee could compare but i'm sowwweee. it can't LOL grey's anatomy is like my pain, joy, and inspiration all in one. so i was supposed to be working but i took like three breaks. each break i watched grey's anatomy. LOL the one with derek's narration was effing amazing. it was sooo good. the title was like 'give peace a chance' or something with peace. i dont remember. but it was soo inspirational. the link at the bottom shows isaac's speech for McDreamy. that scene seriously impacted me. i was like dang... gotta live up to this. click it. listen to it. watch it. be inspired. and i HATE Mercy west... but they're getting better. the guy with the beauuuuuuutiful eyes is pretty darn hot. and the big eyed, short haired girl became more likable after she started liking alex. it's pretty interesting how the green-eyed hottie likes christina too. lol and i can't get enough of arizona! she makes me wanna be a doctor in every way possible... should i double major? OMG pediatrics seems so rewarding. i wanna do it. but i wanna go into pr too... SIGH. hate making life decisions ): anyways. yea i wanna be Arizona. minus the lesbian part. yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa Grey's Anatomy ftw (:


they won't let us embed this but seriously, watch this
issac has a speech and it's so inspirational. changed my life, mang.
go to like 40 seconds

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ez_IFlUWug4

"No, don’t close me up. If you get in and it’s too complicated, cut the cord. Paralyze me if you must. I survived a war did you know that? I survived a war where they put bodies in to mass graves where there was once a playground. I survived the death of my family, my parents, my brothers and sisters. Then I survived the death of my wife and child when they starved to death in a refugee camp. I survived the loss of my country, of hearing my mother tongue spoken, of knowing what it feels like to have a place to call home. I survived. And I will survive the loss of my legs. If I have to, I’ll survive it. Ok? But Derek, there is always a way when things look like there’s no way. There’s a way to do the impossible, to survive the in survivable. There’s always a way. And you, you and I have this in common. We’re inspired. In the face of the impossible, we’re inspired. So if I can offer one piece of advice to the world’s foremost neuro surgeon. Today if you become frightened instead become inspired. Ok, I’m ready now. Put me to sleep."

Thursday, November 5, 2009

be stong.

yesterday we found out that our dear friend Jeriel has been in a coma. it's been more than 60 hours and we just all wish for him to get better. He's been so strong throughout everything. let's all just keep him in our prayers and hope for the best. Today, Annie Hwang made this cute poster that said Jeriel, Be Strong. Everyone wrote on it and it was just like so heartbreaking. i got the text last night but it didn't like hit me how serious this was. ): after i wrote what i had to say, i was reading what other people wrote. he HAS to conquer this illness. i believe in him. please... <3 as i was saying, i was reading what people wrote and i got teary. we all miss him so much. back when i wanted to be a doctor, which was like.. my whole life before senior year. anyways. cause jeriel loves Scrubs and i love Grey's Anatomy, we used to fight over which show was better. not only that, we both wanted to be surgeons. we promised that we'll be there for each other and that we'll be interns together. comeon jeriel, you promised. klaj;dklasd

yeaa just pray for him guys. cause "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." Matthew 7:7