dancedance

this is so random LOL buttttttttt i was thinking, and i know in college i'll be super busy. honestly, i dont even think imma get into a fabulous college /: hopefully i do. ir eally reallyr eallyr eallyr eaaaally really hope i do. but i mean, who doesn't want to right? but i would love to get into a great university aka usc and be busy but not TOO busy. cause i wanna keep dancing. yea... i'm not much of a hiphop dancer even though i admire them so much! but i feel the best when dancing lyrical dances. i feel so complete and at peace LOL ew i sound so weird. but i can' really describe it. the music, the movement, it suits me so well i think. IONO! i just love it. but i love ballet too. my desire to be on pointe for so long. i gotta fulfill it! tina said in berkley they have this ballet company thing. it's not really a company but it's like a program. i would love to do something like that. i know it'll be tiring but how fun would that be!? but again, dance is just a hobby and academics should be first. LOL still, just saying. i would be really sad if i just stopped dancing. i can keep at it though. it's all up to me, right? (: ;dajdaskl iono why but i'm always so excited for the future. i hope i dont miss out on the present because i'm to excited about the future though. but again, that's when i think about mu friends and i know i'm not missing out on anything cause they're all the joy i need! :D hahaha this post is kinda weird LOL i keep contradicting myself and stuff. kinda like talking to myself LOL but blogspot is where i vent and post stuff i like so who cares! (: it's sooo ooo osososoo late. OMg. BUt i can handle it! (; hahah jk, i'm going to sleep now. GOODNIGHT