Sunday, December 27, 2009

truth is...

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta figure out who’s worth suffering for."

-- Bob Marley

scaredy cat


i've realized that i am not living my life to the fullest. i've realized that i'm scared of so many things. i try to act tough, i try to act like things dont affect me in bad ways. but i'm human too and it does. i'm scared of change. i'm scared of to fail. i'm scared to get rejected. i'm scared to lose. i'm scared to leave. i'm scared to begin. but if you sum this all up. it just says that i'm scared to try. why would i be like this!? this does not make me happy haha at all! i need to man up, shiiiiz. people only live so long. no one knows how long exactly. but we know for sure we only have one life here on Earht right? so we should live it upppppp (: help me friends so that i'm no scared. help me so i know you got my back through anything and everything (; i luff you berry much <3

OKAY! back to reading Dear John! i finished "Have A Little Faith" by Mitch Albom last night. SERIOUSLY. read it. please. it's so inspirational and touching. and makes you think about life. i love love love mitch albom. he always finds a way to get you to appreciate life a bit more (: now that's what i call a book :D mitch albom ftw! but imma change gears a bit and read a love story. i CAN NOT i repeat CANNN NOT wait for Dear John (movie) to come out. mosdef watching it day of!!! :D


today i watched The Sixth Sense. i thought it would be 100 times scarier. but i gotta say, it was more sad and heartbreaking than scary. i had a long buildup i think... iono! lOL maybe it's just not my type of movie genre. and i STILL havn't watched the princess and the frog. sigh
OKAY! back to reading! david thinks i'm weird cause i like reading for fun.... but it's okay. imma go read anyways (:

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Friday, December 25, 2009

war never stops

"Most religions warn against war, yet more wars have been fought over religion than perhaps anything else. Christians have killed Jews, Jews have killed Muslims, Muslims have killed Hindus, Hindus have killed Buddhists, Catholics have killed Protestants, Orthodox have killed pagans, and you could run that list backward and sideways and it would still be true. War never stops; it only pauses."

-- Have A Little Faith by Mitch Albom

this is so true... i was in the middle of reading this and i had to stop and write about this. why is it that most religions are against killing and hating. but war starts because people are not fond of each other and they want to get rid of one another? why is it that we say Love is all that we need but we dont try to love? it's so much easier to hate the things or people who do not like us back. however, if we dont show them love how will they know what we wish to receive? "War never stops; it only pauses" that line is so true. we all say we wish for world peace but then if this line is a fact, then peace would also only be temporary. what am i supposed to make of this passage? LOL as of now, iono. seems a bit too deep for me to ponder about right now. i dont have the answers to the questions i just asked. i dont really think anyone does. but yea...haha just wanted to share it (: okay! back to reading!

kayoote

can't believe she passes away ): & look at super cute dakota fanning!freeeeeeeaking cute outfit, taylor momsen! <3


and this is just plain toooo cute <33

rawrrrr

LOLOL this is so cute!! hahaha
i used to do that handkerchief thing to my hair too LOLOL !

invisible

i miss this movie <3