i've realized that i am not living my life to the fullest. i've realized that i'm scared of so many things. i try to act tough, i try to act like things dont affect me in bad ways. but i'm human too and it does. i'm scared of change. i'm scared of to fail. i'm scared to get rejected. i'm scared to lose. i'm scared to leave. i'm scared to begin. but if you sum this all up. it just says that i'm scared to try. why would i be like this!? this does not make me happy haha at all! i need to man up, shiiiiz. people only live so long. no one knows how long exactly. but we know for sure we only have one life here on Earht right? so we should live it upppppp (: help me friends so that i'm no scared. help me so i know you got my back through anything and everything (; i luff you berry much <3
OKAY! back to reading Dear John! i finished "Have A Little Faith" by Mitch Albom last night. SERIOUSLY. read it. please. it's so inspirational and touching. and makes you think about life. i love love love mitch albom. he always finds a way to get you to appreciate life a bit more (: now that's what i call a book :D mitch albom ftw! but imma change gears a bit and read a love story. i CAN NOT i repeat CANNN NOT wait for Dear John (movie) to come out. mosdef watching it day of!!! :D
today i watched The Sixth Sense. i thought it would be 100 times scarier. but i gotta say, it was more sad and heartbreaking than scary. i had a long buildup i think... iono! lOL maybe it's just not my type of movie genre. and i STILL havn't watched the princess and the frog. sigh
OKAY! back to reading! david thinks i'm weird cause i like reading for fun.... but it's okay. imma go read anyways (:
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