truth is...

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you, you just gotta figure out who’s worth suffering for."

-- Bob Marley

scaredy cat

i've realized that i am not living my life to the fullest. i've realized that i'm scared of so many things. i try to act tough, i try to act like things dont affect me in bad ways. but i'm human too and it does. i'm scared of change. i'm scared of to fail. i'm scared to get rejected. i'm scared to lose. i'm scared to leave. i'm scared to begin. but if you sum this all up. it just says that i'm scared to try. why would i be like this!? this does not make me happy haha at all! i need to man up, shiiiiz. people only live so long. no one knows how long exactly. but we know for sure we only have one life here on Earht right? so we should live it upppppp (: help me friends so that i'm no scared. help me so i know you got my back through anything and everything (; i luff you berry much <3

OKAY! back to reading Dear John! i finished "Have A Little Faith" by Mitch Albom last night. SERIOUSLY. read it. please. it's so inspirational and touching. and makes you think about life. i love love love mitch albom. he always finds a way to get you to appreciate life a bit more (: now that's what i call a book :D mitch albom ftw! but imma change gears a bit and read a love story. i CAN NOT i repeat CANNN NOT wait for Dear John (movie) to come out. mosdef watching it day of!!! :D


today i watched The Sixth Sense. i thought it would be 100 times scarier. but i gotta say, it was more sad and heartbreaking than scary. i had a long buildup i think... iono! lOL maybe it's just not my type of movie genre. and i STILL havn't watched the princess and the frog. sigh
OKAY! back to reading! david thinks i'm weird cause i like reading for fun.... but it's okay. imma go read anyways (:

yes please!

war never stops

"Most religions warn against war, yet more wars have been fought over religion than perhaps anything else. Christians have killed Jews, Jews have killed Muslims, Muslims have killed Hindus, Hindus have killed Buddhists, Catholics have killed Protestants, Orthodox have killed pagans, and you could run that list backward and sideways and it would still be true. War never stops; it only pauses."

-- Have A Little Faith by Mitch Albom

this is so true... i was in the middle of reading this and i had to stop and write about this. why is it that most religions are against killing and hating. but war starts because people are not fond of each other and they want to get rid of one another? why is it that we say Love is all that we need but we dont try to love? it's so much easier to hate the things or people who do not like us back. however, if we dont show them love how will they know what we wish to receive? "War never stops; it only pauses" that line is so true. we all say we wish for world peace but then if this line is a fact, then peace would also only be temporary. what am i supposed to make of this passage? LOL as of now, iono. seems a bit too deep for me to ponder about right now. i dont have the answers to the questions i just asked. i dont really think anyone does. but yea...haha just wanted to share it (: okay! back to reading!

kayoote

can't believe she passes away ): & look at super cute dakota fanning!freeeeeeeaking cute outfit, taylor momsen! <3


and this is just plain toooo cute <33

rawrrrr

LOLOL this is so cute!! hahaha
i used to do that handkerchief thing to my hair too LOLOL !

invisible

i miss this movie <3

not santa claus

christmas

Christmas, children, is not a date. It is a state of mind.”

— Mary Ellen Chase

out there

peektures

i love wild big cats (:

baby taipai or something... i forgot LOLOLO but it's so cute!

ohhhh damnnnnnnnnnn <3

i want the white onnnnnne puhreeze. or the one not looking in the camera or.. all of them

sooo BUT4

i'm reblogging cause i wanna be that girl. shiiiiiiiiiiiiz jamesdean<33

yayyy how i met your mother!! HHAhahahahahha

AVVVVVVVVVVVAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTAAARRRRRRRRRR :D :D :D :D ;D I LOVE AVATAR!!!

SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL. i like it when she's like this and not trashy

i want the white marie kitty headband!!!!!!! (it's from aristocats. cause my sister didn't know what marie was -.-)

i miss jaebum

A Lee-Lim Christmas

on December 22nd, we had our annual Lee-Lim Christmas!!! :D it was soooo fun. so the plan was to wake up and go to breakfast at panera by 10. too bad that didn't work out LLOLOL my mom had to take the car to sam's club and she came later than we expected. so we ended up going to the Lim Mansion at like 11. then our adventures began (: we has panera, seriously the Lims are their number one customer LOL okayy then after eating a verrrry full breakfast, we went back to Mo's house and tried to breathe. too bad all that food wouldn't let us ahHAHA! then... we made chowchow or whatever it's called. it's SOOOOOOOOOOOO good. i was gonna write what it is but.. it's a secret (: let's just say it's a chocolatey peanutbuttery delight (; THENNNN after we made that and waited for it to cool, we went to cue! too bad young unnie wasn't there ): she pulled out her wisdom teeth and was cranky /: LOL HAHAHAHh very cranky. LOL! cue was SoOo fun! i havn't been to cue in SOO long! did you know there are now $11 machines!? that's outrageous! anywayss at cue i saw sarah lee, stephanie's little sister, and Momma Lee LOLL :D i luff her. anywayss then i bumped into nikki LOL oH harroz! heehee. i will post cue pictures up soon. i need to scan them (: THEN we went to vons or albertsons... i dont remember LOL same thing... and bought ingredients for our Lee-Lim sister competition Iron Chef session (: THANK GOODNESS for hamburger helper :D HAHAH after an hour or so, we had pasta, cheesy macaroni, this good rice stuff, and so much more! :D OHHHh and thank you kevin lim for the cake! :D the Lee-Lims love you!! then weeeeeeeee went caroling! YAY CAROLING! we prepared in like two minutes and just went hahahso fun so fun! ryanne was our first customer! LOL! then went to jessica's, kyle's, annette's, justin's, cathy's, my mom, rachel, eric hwang and his ENTIRE family. (in no particular order). It was seriously gooooooood fun. i can see this being a good memory in my brain (: THEn we went home and opened secret santa presents. HAHAHHA well.. you see, kevin was the one who distributed the secret santa papers to us and there was a litto mistake LOL i got mo, mo got me. young unnie got pauline, pauline got young unnie, and jennifer got kathy, kathy got jennifer HAHHAHA that's what the sorry cake was for LOL :D next year's going to be SO obvious who our secret santa is! THENNNN we had a Old LeeLims vs. Young LeeLims ginderbread house/train contest. OBVIOUSLY the olds won (; mUAhahahAhah OH before secret santas ryanne came over too LOl thenn after all that we were so worn out! young unnie went home cause she needed to take her meds and stuff. we didn't even have enough energy to watch elf! the young ones slept on the floor and mo and i slept on the couch. LeeLim royalty HAHAHAHAH jk! not really (;< WHAT A GOOD CHRISTMAS on the 22nd. HEEHEE. CAN NOT WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR <3

p.s. wayyy more pictures on facebook (:

save you

yesterday i watched avatar and it was SOoOsoOsoOoo good.
lately, i've been reminded of jeriel in so many ways. hope he's doing well and watching over us. whenever i hear avatar i think of him. even though he liked the real avatar not the blue people LOL (: and told i stumble upon this beautiful song <3
we miss you, jeriel... alot


wish you could have been one of them

use it

you got me

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You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide - I like you
I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe - you got me
You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like
Livin everyday in this life - without you.
Without you.
One look from you I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[? ] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

survey

1.Where did you take your profile picture? the mall?

2.What exactly are you wearing right now? pj's and jacket and fuzzy socks (:

3.What is your current problem? can we not think about problems LOL

4.What makes you happy most? happy people

5.What song are you listening to at the moment? You Got Me -- Colbie Caillet (: (: (: (:

6.Any celeb you would marry? lee seung gi <3

7.Name someone with the same birthday as you? justin moon LOLOLOL

8.Ever sang in front of a large audience? karaoke count? (;

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a Sloth from the goonies? no...........wth ew

10.Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows? no.... disney channel is not kiddy. how i wanna watch the princess and the frog reeeaallly bad is not kiddy TEEHEEHEE

11. Do you speak any languages? KOREAN

12. Has anyone you’ve been really close with passed away? mhmm ):

13. Whats your favourite band? do i hear JONAS BROTHERS? <3

14.What’s something that really annoys you? apathy

Chapter 1:
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1.Middle names: I dont really have one /:

2.Nicknames: oohhh too many! depends who you are!

3.Current location: Hacienda Heights

4.Eye color: dark brown. they look like bobas HAHAH

Chapter 2:
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1.Do you live with your parent(s)? yupp

2.Do you get along with your parent(s): heehee i guess

3.Do you have any Siblings? KATHHHHYYYY!

Chapter 3: Favourites
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1. Ice Cream: new york cheescake! :D

2. Season: winter

3.Shampoo/conditioner: dove (:

Chapter 4: Do You..
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1.Dance in the shower? who does that? what if you slip?

2.Do you write on your hand? yess

3.Call people back: mhmm (:

4.Believe in love: yupp

6. Any bad habits? naps/ biting nails/ shopping

Chapter 5: Have You..
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1.Broken a bone: nope!

2.Sprained stuff: nope!

3.Had physio therapy: nope!

4. Gotten stiches: nope!

5.Taken painkillers: nope

6.Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: yesh yay catalina!

7. Been stung by a bee: yea... alot ):

8.Thrown up at the dentist: ew no! i love the dentist

9.Sworn in front of your parents: LOL i think so

10. Had detention: sighhhhhhhhhhh yes.

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last
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1.Movie(s): The Blind Side

2.Person to text you: oh hello. newman LOL

3.Person you called: kathy

4.Person you hugged: OMG. now that i think about it i havn't hugged someone in so long! oh jk... i did today. LOL pola <3

5.Person you tickled: hMMmm i dont know

6. Person you talked to on AIM? jj?

7.Thing you touched? obviously this keyboard

8. Thing you ate? robin's french fries

9.Thing you drank: McDonalds SWEET TEA

10.Thing you said: goodnight

Chaper 7: Future
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1. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? college? grad school? WHO KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS (:

2. 10 years? success ;D

3. In 50 years? happiness + big loving family <3

4. Where do you hope to live? i dont know yet. i need to travel and experience more

5. Do you want to be famous? heccccccccckyea. a girl can only dream (:

6. Do you want children? Or maybe animals? five kids and cute little pets (:

BERRY BOOTYFUL

protection from his blindside

ever since i watched Brothers i can't stop obsessing over jake gyllenhaal. he's soo adorable, bad boy cute. and that picture is SOOO cute. too bad it's over. anyyyways. today i didn't really do anything... LOl i ended up going to robin's house at like ten cause the plans for movies didn't really work out ): so... went to robin's house and watched the blind side with david and robin and OH MY. it was soooOOooooo good. i want to be JUST like leeann when i grow up. ;alkdj;sad it was really really good. so touching. she's so kind and thoughtful and tough and bosslady and omg i love her. i wish i could meet her in real life (:

John O'Callaghan

dddammmmn. he's so cute

lessons

* Winning isn’t everything but wanting to win is.
* You would achieve more, if you don’t mind who gets the credit.
* When everything else is lost, the future still remains.
* Don’t fight too much or the enemy will know your art of war.
* The only job you start at the top is when you dig a grave.
* If you don’t stand for something, you’ll fall for everything.
* If you do little things well, you’ll do big ones better.
* Only thing that comes to you without effort is old age.
* You won’t get a second chance to make a first impression.
* Only those who do nothing do not make mistakes.
* Never take a problem to your boss unless you have a solution.
* If you are not failing, you’re not taking enough risks.
* Don’t try to get rid of your bad temper by losing it.
* If at first you don’t succeed, skydiving is not for you.
* Those who don’t make mistakes usually don’t make anything.
* There are two kinds of failures: Those who think and never do, and those who do and never think.
* Pick battles big enough to matter, small enough to win.
* All progress has resulted from unpopular decisions.
* Change your thoughts and you change your world.
* Understanding proves intelligence, not the speed of the learning.
* There are two kinds of fools in this world.: Those who give advice and those who don’t take it.
* The best way to kill an idea is to take it to a meeting.
* Management is doing things right. Leadership is doing the right things.
* Friendship founded on business is always better than business founded on friendship.

too many?

i think i'm posting too many quotes and stuff
but... OH WELLS!

The weight of the world
Is love
Under the burden
Of solitude
Under the burden
Of dissatisfaction

The weight
The weight we carry
Is love.

Who can deny?
In dreams
It touches
The body,
In thought
Constructs
A miracle,
Its imagination
Anguishes
Till born
In human
Looks out of the heart
Burning with purity—
For the burden of life
Is love.

— Allan Ginsberg

feels like rain

“We love that game, but we never play
‘cause we will lose, and we wanna stay
the way we are, the way we’ve been for far too long.”

we need

“The world has enough women who are tough; we need women who are tender. There are enough women who are coarse; we need women who are kind. There are enough women who are rude; we need women who are refined. We have enough women of fame and fortune; we need more women of faith. We have enough greed; we need more goodness. We have enough vanity; we need more virtue. We have enough popularity; we need more purity.”

— Margaret Nadauld

death

“Someone who thinks death is the scariest thing doesn’t know a thing about life.”

— Sue Monk Kidd (The Secret Life of Bees)

sowee

i can't do formspring anymore...
i forgot my password -.-

shaddy sh*t

so... we sold our cute little puppies at $400 bucks. and this son of a beezy bought one and was like thank you so much so much. and he said he couldn't pay for it yet cause he gets paid on friday or seomthing. so we let him pay us monday. and THIS B*TCH. we look online where WE sold our dogs and the SAME puppy is up. selling for $600. and the number is his. wtf. piss me off. just trying to make money. the puppy's not some toy you get to pass around. she needs a home and an owner who'll love and take care of her. ;lajd;as SO ANGRY. fck. this guy and just... UGH! i would say go die but, that's mean. karma better kick him in the butt. omg. i hope he has no job and never gets married and has the worse life ever. freaking heartless weirdo ):<

this week

not so much went about this week. but last week was crazzzyyy, in a not so good way. but it's okayy (: cause we're on winter break nooooooooooooow. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeedawg (; haha i used to love christmas so so so so much when i was younger. i mean, i still love it, but it's harder to love it now. when my parents used to pay for everything, christmas is serrrriously the best time of year. i just love giving people gifts and going out with them. but now, that's so much harder to do. i barely make money and i'm trying to get another job. i'm sorry i couldn' get any of you guys presents. i reallly wanted to. when i'm older and successful, imma buy you guys gift JUST CAUSE. just cause i'm glad you're my friend. eww sounds so gay and corny. but i'm serious. if something reminds me of someone, i wanna be able to buy it and give it to them (: when im' older and married with a big family and all, i wanna live in a nice big/medium sized house. i wanna decorate fr every holiday and always have people over for dinner or lunch (: i cannnn not wait! :D

so last night, me corliss and jocelyn tried to bake. it was a TOTAL fail. sigh... sorry guys. but at school it seemed liek we had quite a bit of brownies. maybe cause we put one tiny brownie in per bag .... LLOLl from three people HAHAH but it was good bonding time. it would have been so much better if kimmie was there!!!

& last but not least... it was super cute after choir came and sang for ashley's santa gram and kyle kissed her SOOOOOOOOOOOOOCUTE<3

holiday season

this weekend, the Lee-Lims picked our annual christmas party date and secret santas! it was so hard for us to pick cause we couldn't get ourselves, our last year person, or our sister. so it's Youngunnie and Jennifart, kathy and i, mo and pauline who are sisters. it leaves three people to pick from LOLOLOL then kevin lim came and helped us choose who to get. LOL meanswhile! as the day went on, we played games such as madgab? no... it's something else... i forgot what it's called. like your team mates guess the word. LOL anyways! then we played song title charades. SOOO FUN. seriously like my favorite game (: I LOVE THIS FAMILY SO MUCH <3

lee-lim christmas party is Dec 22. be home if you want a lil surprise (;

dont worry

dont worry! i dont like seeing this worrying you. you know i would never do that to you! (: i'm glad we hungout today. it was soo fun. at first i was so nervous when you said we needed to talk cause i had NOOOO clue what we needed to talk about! then when we met up and you told me i knew what you were talking about ): dont let it worry you! everything will be okay. sometimes people dont know what they're doing. and this is what's happening right now! he'll come to his senses. YOU'RE GOOD BABY GIRLLLLLLLL (: i luff you so much <3 don't be sad. just think of Glee. OMG always makes me SooOO super happy ;D

rafael family

this is sooo cute

always be with you

winnie the pooh always has the cutest quotes!

"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you."

“You can't stay in your corner of the Forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes.”

“Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.”

“If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear.”

“Rivers know this: there is no hurry. We shall get there some day.”

“A little Consideration, a little Thought for Others, makes all the difference.”


okay i'll stop. way too many pooh bear quotes (:

paint wif dis

what the heck is this!? EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

tumblr?

i just made a tumblr account
but... i think imma stick to blogspot
I DONT UNDERSTAND TUMBLR

this good ol' thing ain't going no where (:

formspring.me

whos your number one fan on this thing??

on blogspot??
KYLE LIN!??
he would mosdef get the gold metal :D

ask away!

formspring.me

do you love me? HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH hi

AHAHAH HI.
is this a junior boy...?
cause you guys say hi alot LOLOL

ask away!

formspring.me

hey i miss you joanne <3 <3 (: guess who

hhmmmm who is this? (:
trina? iono !!!
but if i find out, i'm probably sure i'll miss you tooooo! WHO IS THIS (;

ask away!

formspring.me

can you stop flirting with _ _ _ _ -j-wizzle :]

i dont flirt

-- jdawg<3

ask away!

formspring.me

who are your best work budddddiess?:):)lOL ilyjoanne!

my best work buddies!??
LIKE KAAAAAAAAAAAAREN? :D
karen karen karen louie!!!!<3

and rachel (:

ask away!

lynx

Baby Lynx <3




i have a thing for big cats. sooooo cute. <3
cheetahs, lions, lynx, jaguar... i like em all

memories

i miss them ):
joanne - minime tina
wesley - minime sandy
sherry - minime stephanie
i REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALy miss last year + the people
senior year's not even that great... LOL it's average HAHa

omfg so sexy

i stole these from brittany's tumblr
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIET
TAEYANG, babyyyyyy <3